So it is now around a year since I last posted, and I just finished reading my other posts. I feel bad for the year ago version of me. I was just so direly trying to show that I was trying to make a change. Good intentions, just poorly followed through. Oh well.
So many things have changed. SO MANY THINGS. I'm not really even the same person anymore.. at all. I'm happy with where I am because I feel like it's where I should be.
I don't question the present. I am where I am and I can grasp that much. I just feel like I'm lost as to where I'm going. I don't want to say that I'm scared of the future, but I think I might be scared of the future. The motivationalists of the world would probably attack me right about now (and if any of you are reading this, maybe you can make me a topic of scrutiny later on in one of your wrongfully-laden examples) for saying such things. Sometimes I just feel like...
Okay, I'm not going to finish this blog. I never intended to. I kind of just planned on writing until I reached a point that made me realize what it was I needed to realize. And I did.
REALIZATION: I'm just being a baby.
Alrighty. Sorry if I ruined the reading flow for you guys. A lot of my blogs may be like this from now on, who knows.
out.
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